Having five kids makes it real hard to find a job and a babysitter. Everytime I get an interview there is a great possibility that I will get hired. As I sit there and think about the situation I realize that there is no one to watch my two year old. Ugh! I don't understand why it is so hard for me to get closure with employment. It seems as though everytime I try to rise, something or someone knocks me down. I can't win from losing! Will that stop me? NO! Does that define me? NO! No matter how hard it may seem I am not going to stop trying. I am not going to give up because one day, just one day I will be able to succeed.
One way for me to succeed is to not allow the situation to control me but for me to control the situation. I can murmur and complain about it but it is not going to change the situation at hand. All I can do is learn from this and move on hoping that I won't make the same mistake again, if there even was one. So the conclusion is I must have stable daycare before I can go to work. That is my issue. Now how do I handle that when I don't have a job to pay for daycare? Well I will leave you with this........With God I can do anything and with God anything is possible! Have a blessed night.....more to come on this employment journey!
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