It is so hard sometimes not being able to do the things you want to do because of your situation but know you can do better. I may be a lot of things but a FAILURE I AM NOT! Everyday God wakes me up to see a day that was not promised and I go with the determination to do better than I did the day before. Sometimes progress can take time but knowing that I am making progress helps along the way. My focus is my family and giving them what I didn't have when I was growing up. To make sure they have better than what I did. Sadly, sometimes that is hard. Are my expectations to high? Am I trying to reach a goal that is unreachable? Only God knows! He knows my heart, my mind, my situation, my intent, my thoughts, my feelings, etc. He knows everything. He even knows things about me that I don't know!
All I can do is do my best! Sometimes my best is not good enough but what else can I give? I can't give all of me or I won't have nothing left to give my kids and they need me and depend on me to take care of them until they can do it for themselves. I have to live one day at a time, knowing that some good will come out of what I do, not just for me but for my children as well. We all need someone at some point and time in our lives but don't live depending on others to do what you can or should have done already. People will help those who try and help themselves and not ones who are always looking for handout.
Above all else...put God first! He is the only one who knows what is best for you! Pray with out ceasing! Pray about everything, worry about nothing!
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